Monday, February 23, 2009

Going Up Is Hard, Coming Down Is Dangerous

Sermon- Year B-Last Epiphany-Feb. 22, 2009
The Cloud of Unknowing,
"O God, our great companion, lead us ever more deeply into the mystery of your life and ours, that we may be faithful interpreters of that Life to each other, through our Lord Jesus Christ.” Amen.
I couldn’t wait for this Sunday. You see, I went on a sabbatical a while back, and a huge part of the trip was climbing mountains-or as they kept calling them in Scotland, hills. And every time I climbed one, I thought to myself, “when I get back to Trinity, I’m going to tell them about this!” I climbed some mountains in Ireland, and Scotland, and Spain. And I learned a lot of things. One-it’s hard. Two, it always takes a while, Three, every time we climbed one of these things, we talked about it for days before we climbed, and for days after we came down. One of the things I learned was, weather permitting, the view was always spectacular. And It was always cold and windy at the top-so nobody ever wanted to stay very long. You dreaded the mountains, you cursed the mountains, you talked nonstop about the mountains, and you couldn’t wait for the next one. They were places that demanded your greatest efforts, and gave you a feeling of great accomplishment. They were always the most beautiful places on the walks. But you could never stay very long at any of them. You had to come down. And it was always the walk down from the mountain that most accidents happened. It was coming down when people slipped, or legs gave out, or ankles were turned. Climbing the mountain was hard, coming down the mountain, was dangerous, that’s what we always reminded each other.

Today’s reading from Mark is the story that always ends the season of Epiphany. This is the season of light. It begins with Wise men from the east following a star, and it ends today with Jesus transformed in light on top of a mountain; Every Sunday since January 6th, Epiphany, is supposed to be a story about Jesus as the light. This last story of Epiphany is supposed to be the best one. Jesus goes up on a mountaintop with his three closest disciples, and while he’s there, suddenly the greatest heroes of Judaism appear-Moses and Elijah. And Peter with one foot always in his mouth says, let’s build a shrine here so that people will always know how special this place is-and how wonderful you are. And Jesus says “no”. And God speaks again, as he did when John baptized Jesus in the Jordan,
"This is my Son, the Beloved; listen to him!" And of course, the disciples don’t.
Climbing the mountain is hard, coming down the mountain, is dangerous,
Mark puts this story exactly in the middle of his gospel. It’s half way from beginning to end. It’s as if Mark wants us to see why we’re climbing the mountain in our own faith. He wants us to see what Jesus is really like-what’s at the top, why we need to go on to the summit. Jesus being transfigured, transformed, is what we will be like some day. It’s not just the light around Jesus-this is to show us what resurrection is like-like nothing else on earth. We’re changed into this new being, glimmering, shining. This view of Jesus is a picture of what heaven is like. Not only is Jesus the light, but when we walk with him, we will stand in the light, too. That’s the message.
All the stories in the gospel of Mark leading up to this point have been about Jesus the healer, Jesus the miracle worker, Jesus the wonderworker, the guy who makes storms to cease, and can feed 5000 people with a few loaves of bread. Everything about Jesus leading up to this mountaintop has been about how wonderful he is.
But this is where it ends. The stories change now. Here at Chapter 9, Jesus begins focusing on his teachings. He begins talking a lot about how a Christian, a follower has to give up his life to find it, has to be willing to sacrifice everything for the good news. From here on out, Jesus tells the disciples that it will be very hard. And scary. He begins talking a lot about death. And they don’t understand. This is the guy who can do anything, they say. This is the guy who is flanked by Moses and Elijah, they see. This is the guy who God speaks to, they hear. He can’t die! He cannot be killed! Remember what God says "This is my Son, the Beloved; listen to him!" But they won’t. They won’t listen, and they won’t understand. They have fallen in love with the image of Jesus that they want him to be. Sometimes, so do we. We get a picture of who we want Jesus to be, and no matter what we hear in the gospels, or the hard questions that come up in life, we won’t change that image. We work just as hard as Peter, James, and John in wanting Jesus to be only one way. But Jesus begins talking and teaching from this point on in the gospel of Mark, that following him means constantly learning, constantly growing, constantly changing. From this point on, being a follower of his, demands incredible courage, and hope and faith. This is when the gospel starts to get hard. This is when the crowds, the huge numbers of people start drifting away from Jesus. They think he’s changing-but he isn’t. He’s just letting them see all that he is-not just the wonderworker.
This is where Epiphany ends-today. With this great story of light. Wednesday is where the new story, the rest of the story begins. The first half of the gospel of Mark is always more popular than the 2nd half. The miracle worker is always better liked than the teacher. This is the last story about Jesus as the light, now we begin to hear the story of Jesus as the challenge. The first half of Mark is about how wonderful the light is. The second half, is about the cross. On Wednesday, we start the journey to Golgotha. Climbing the mountain is hard, coming down the mountain, is dangerous.
Mark 9:2-9
9:2 Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter and James and John, and led them up a high mountain apart, by themselves. And he was transfigured before them,
9:3 and his clothes became dazzling white, such as no one on earth could bleach them.
9:4 And there appeared to them Elijah with Moses, who were talking with Jesus.
9:5 Then Peter said to Jesus, "Rabbi, it is good for us to be here; let us make three dwellings, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah."
9:6 He did not know what to say, for they were terrified.
9:7 Then a cloud overshadowed them, and from the cloud there came a voice, "This is my Son, the Beloved; listen to him!"
9:8 Suddenly when they looked around, they saw no one with them any more, but only Jesus.
9:9 As they were coming down the mountain, he ordered them to tell no one about what they had seen, until after the Son of Man had risen from the dead.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

The Man Is The Message

Sermon-Year B-6 Epiphany-Feb. 15, 2009

The Cloud of Unknowing,
"O God, our great companion, lead us ever more deeply into the mystery of your life and ours, that we may be faithful interpreters of that Life to each other, through our Lord Jesus Christ.” Amen.
I was going to start off my sermon with a question. When I was a little boy, back in the early ‘50s, there were two things that I was most afraid of. What were they? So I was visiting a fellow in the hospital yesterday, someone who has been in for 5 weeks. He and I are about the same age, and I thought I would try the question out on him. What two things were we most afraid of as little boys. He looked at me with all seriousness and said, “is one of them catheters?”
I never swam in a public swimming pool when I was a little boy. You know why? Because my mother was afraid that I would catch polio. Ask people under 40 about polio and they know very little, but when I was a kid it was the mystery disease that could strike at you out of the blue. We weren’t sure how you caught it, but most of the time it struck children. And we knew enough to know that if you were around someone who had it, you had a higher percentage of getting it. So-no public swimming pools, afraid of anyone who might have this dreaded illness. It was a terrible sickness. It seemed to strike one group (children) predominantly. People with polio were isolated, quarantined. Everyone knew to stay away from them.
It was a terrible disease and very frightening. And now in the US, it’s disappeared. And I remember getting first the shots and then the sugar cubes with the vaccine, and everyone was happy-because we could go swimming, because we no longer had to be afraid. In an instant our lives had changed.
The leper in today’s story, has some kind of skin disease-we’re not sure that it was what we call leprosy. But the Law of the Jews was very clear, if you had a skin disease (Leviticus 13-14)
“The person with the leprous disease shall wear torn clothes and let the hair of his head be disheveled; and he shall cover his upper lip and cry out, ‘Unclean, unclean!’ He shall remain unclean as long as he has the disease. He shall live alone, his dwelling place shall be outside the community.”
You were contaminated and tainted, you were considered a threat to the community and dangerous to society. If you had a skin disease you were barred from the temple and you could get no closer than 6 feet to anyone.
Hold on to this image for a moment.
Last week I told you that the story we heard from Mark had this wonderful insight. Jesus realized that no matter how hard he tried, if he kept healing people, and getting rid of their demons, that people would never listen to the good news. They would instead be transfixed, mesmerized by his power-and they would never ever ever listen to his message: that the Kingdom of God had come near them-. He understood that, and it was a terrible awareness. People would not listen-they would want one, and only one, thing-to be fixed, cured, healed. Jesus wanted to bring new life, but he recognized that everyone who now came to him would want only relief from the old life.
Mark’s gospel last week ended this way’ 38Jesus answered ‘Let us go on to the neighboring towns, so that I may proclaim the message there also; for that is what I came out to do.’ 39And he went throughout Galilee, proclaiming the message in their synagogues and casting out demons.
Jesus was a healer. And a preacher. And an exorcist. And a reconciler. And a teacher. And a prophet. And so many more things. But no one cared. They all wanted just one thing-to be cured. Jesus’ ministry was suddenly narrowing contracting-Did you hear how this gospel ended? 1:45 But the man with leprosy went out and began to proclaim it freely, and to spread the word, so that Jesus could no longer go into a town openly, but stayed out in the country; and people came to him from every quarter.

Now Jesus can’t go into any town-he has to stay out in the countryside. From last week we heard that he can no longer stay in one place, he has to keep moving. Because Jesus has touched a contaminated man, he now is considered separated from the temple. He sets the leper free, who tells everyone about this great healer-and Jesus has become increasingly restricted.
Did you pick up the hint of anger in this story? It’s the first chapter of Mark-so early in Jesus’ life, and he is becoming aware that his message, his ministry is beyond his control, different than what he came for. Jesus is trying to change the world, and people won’t let him. Fred Craddock, the great Christian writer, liked to say that Jesus’ healings created “audiences, not congregations.” People loved to see healings, but they didn’t “get it”. And each verse, each, encounter, becomes increasing frustrating for Jesus. Each story in this Epiphany season not only reveals that people don’t understand who Jesus is and what his message is, but their misunderstanding makes it increasingly difficult for Jesus to preach that message, and tell that good news.
But two small things happened in this story that people will remember. Two tiny events occurred that long after Jesus has moved on, were to stick with people and would cause them to wonder. The man with leprosy gives Jesus the option, the decision, about what to do:
"If you choose, you can make me clean." Jesus, knowing what this action, what this choice will mean, still responds, "I do choose. Be made clean!" And even years later when Mark is writing all this down, these words will be remembered. Jesus chose, not just to heal, but to allow himself to be labeled as a healer. He knew what this would do, and still he went ahead.
And secondly, so simply, and effortlessly, Jesus did what no one else would ever ever do, Jesus stretched out his hand and touched him. When the first people with AIDS were being diagnosed in the 1980s, and no one knew how this illness was being communicated, nor how it was caught, Christian caregivers stepped forward, FIRST, and repeated this story as they held and embraced people with HIV.
Jesus touched the man whom no one else would touch. Just as Jesus lifted up the hand of Peter’s mother-in-law, Jesus reached out to the one who was abandoned and unwanted, isolated and quarantined.
And when people in the surrounding countryside, heard of the healing of the man with leprosy, they also heard that Jesus chose to do this, and that he touched him. And now they knew that not only was there a great healer coming-but they knew that he was a man of courage-and hope-and a many who brought people back.
And this is how the first chapter of the gospel of Mark ends-with some anger and frustration, with people not getting it and proclaiming the wrong message, with people being healed and included back into community. It is an amazing chapter. And this is how it ends-a man comes to Jesus, kneeling, begging for hope, and he is sent out, proclaiming the power of God.
It is a simple story. Jesus is realizing every moment that the message cannot be separated from himself. He is learning, like the patrol in Saving Private Ryan, that the man is the mission. It’s not what Jesus says that will change people-it’s who he is, what he does, and especially-who he touches and brings to health. Jesus is realizing ever so slowly that it’s not just the words he says, but who he is that will become the message.

2 Kings 5:1-14
5:1 Naaman, commander of the army of the king of Aram, was a great man and in high favor with his master, because by him the LORD had given victory to Aram. The man, though a mighty warrior, suffered from leprosy.
5:2 Now the Arameans on one of their raids had taken a20young girl captive from the land of Israel, and she served Naaman's wife.
5:3 She said to her mistress, "If only my lord were with the prophet who is in Samaria! He would cure him of his leprosy."
5:4 So Naaman went in and told his lord just what the girl from the land of Israel had said.
5:5 And the king of Aram said, "Go then, and I will send along a letter to the king of Israel." He went, taking with him ten talents of silver, six thousand shekels of gold, and ten sets of garments.
5:6 He brought the letter to the king of Israel, which read, "When this letter reaches you, know that I have sent to you my servant Naaman, that you may cure him of his leprosy."
5:7 When the king of Israel read t he letter, he tore his clothes and said, "Am I God, to give death or life, that this man sends word to me to cure a man of his leprosy? Just look and see how he is trying to pick a quarrel with me."
5:8 But when Elisha the man of God heard that the king of Israel had torn his clothes, he sent a message to the king, "Why have you torn your clothes? Let him come to me, that he may learn that there is a prophet in Israel."
5:9 So Naaman came with his horses and chariots, and halted at the entrance of Elisha's house.
5:10 Elisha sent a messenger to him, saying, "Go, wash in the Jordan seven times, and your flesh shall be restored and you shall be clean."
5:11 But Naaman became angry and went away, saying, "I thought that for me he would surely come out, and stand and call on the name of the LORD his God, and would wave his hand over the spot, and cure the leprosy!
5:12 Are not Abana and Pharpar, the rivers of Damascus, better than all the waters of Israel? Could I not wash in them, and be clean?" He turned and went away in a rage.
5:13 But his servants approached and said to him, "Father, if the prophet had commanded you to do something difficult, would you not have done it? How much more, when all he said to you was, 'Wash, and be clean'?"
5:14 So he went down and immersed himself seven times in the Jordan, according to the word of the man of God; his flesh was restored like the flesh of a young boy, and he was clean.
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Psalm 30
30:1 I will extol you, O LORD, for you have drawn me up, and did not let my foes rejoice over me.
30:2 O LORD my God, I cried to you for help, and you have healed me.
30:3 O LORD, you brought up my soul from Sheol, resto red me to life from among those gone down to the Pit.
30:4 Sing praises to the LORD, O you his faithful ones, and give thanks to his holy name.
30:5 For his anger is but for a moment; his favor is for a lifetime. Weeping may linger for the night, but joy comes with the morning.
30:6 As for me, I said in my prosperity, "I shall never be moved."
30:7 By your favor, O LORD, you had established me as a strong mountain; you hid your face; I was dismayed.
30:8 To you, O LORD, I cried, and to the LORD I made supplication:
30:9 "What profit is there in my death, if I go down to the Pit? Will the dust praise you? Will it tell of your faithfulness?
30:10 Hear, O LORD, and be gracious to me! O LORD, be my helper!"
30:11 You have turned my mourning into dancing; you have taken off my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
30:12 so that my soul may praise you and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give thanks to you forever.
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1 Corinthians 9:24-27
9:24 Do you not know that in a race the runners all compete, but only one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may win it.
9:25 Athletes exercise self-control in all things; they do it to receive a perishable wreath, but we an imperishable one.
9:26 So I do not run aimlessly, nor do I box as though beating the air;
9:27 but I punish my body and enslave it, so that after proclaiming to others I myself should not be disqualified.
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Mark 1:40-45
1:40 A leper came to him begging him, and kneeling he said to him, "If you choose, you can make me clean."
1:41 Moved with pity, Jes us stretched out his hand and touched him, and said to him, "I do choose. Be made clean!"
1:42 Immediately the leprosy left him, and he was made clean.
1:43 After sternly warning him he sent him away at once,
1:44 saying to him, "See that you say nothing to anyone; but go, show yourself to the priest, and offer for your cleansing what Moses commanded, as a testimony to them."
1:45 But he went out and began to proclaim it freely, and to spread the word, so that Jesus could no longer go into a town openly, but stayed out in the country; and people came to him from every quarter.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Hunting For Jesus

Sermon-Year B-5 Epiphany-Feb.8, 2009

Have you ever come to church, and you look around, and everybody seems to get “it”, but you? You listen to the people singing, you hear people praying, you watch everyone enthusiastically embrace during the peace, and you are thinking deep down inside, “I’m feeling nothing.” You want to. You want to believe, you want to have faith, you want to feel “it”-but you don’t, and you feel like you’re just going through the motions. And you begin to think to yourself, “what’s wrong with me? I used to have faith in God, I used to believe in Jesus, how come I can go through all this and not feel ANYTHING. And then you start wondering, “Did I ever really have it?” Was it always just an act, a pretense? “ And sometimes that will stretc h for weeks or months. And you’re afraid to tell anyone. You’re afraid people, your friends for a long time, will look at you weirdly, or start asking you questions that imply that there is something wrong with you. And so you don’t say anything, to anyone. But it continues to gnaw at you. You don’t feel “it”. You don’t feel God’s presence, you don’t know whether you believe that Jesus is real, you’re not sure what you believe at all, but you don’t feel anything, any nearness, any presence, at all. And you wonder where Jesus is.
Maybe this has never happened to you. But it happens to other people. It happens to most people. And it happened for the first time, in this morning’s gospel. This is the story of the first time people that people wanted to find Jesus-and couldn’t.
Let me set the scene for you a little. You’ve been listening to this story the last few weeks, but because we tell it in a piecemeal fashion, you may not remember some of the details.
4 weeks ago Jesus is baptized by John
2 weeks ago we see Jesus calling Peter, Andrew, James, and John bidding them to follow him and become fishers of people.
Last week Jesus has come to the town of Capernaum. It is the Sabbath, and a man who is possessed starts screaming at him in the holy place, the synagogue. And Jesus casts out his demon.
And then today’s gospel. It’s still the same Sabbath. Jesus has left the synagogue and gone to Peter’s home, the one he shares with his extended family.
And all the time that you are listening to this story-you’re supposed to feel one thing-OUT OF BREATH. 11 verses, 15 “ands”. Mark the gospel writer wants you to feel like you are watching an Indiana Jones movie. It is nonstop action. And Peter’s mother-in-law was sick. And Jesus heals her. And they have dinner. And then the Sabbath is over. And then the whole town gathers at the door to the house. And then Jesus heals people. And then Jesus casts out demons.
And you just want to pause. And that’s what Mark wants you to feel. He wants us to get a sense that all this is happening out of control, pall mall, that the message is getting lost, that events are overtaking Jesus, and everything is happening much too quickly. Mark wants us to feel like we’re in a Too Fast and Too Furious movie with healings and exorcisms and crowds and demanding people cramming the doorways and sick people standing up and healed people shouting for joy, and exorcized people leaping in freedom. We’re supposed to get the idea that it is bedlam. And that is what Mark the gospel writer wants us to experience-the chaos, the frenzy, the impact of Jesus, a great healer and miracle worker coming to a small town by the sea of Galilee. Mark wants us to understand this-what if you knew that someone with this kind of power, this kind of authority, this kind of command was going to be near you. Would you try to see them? Would you line up for a ticket, would you sit out all night in your lawn chair and sleeping bag waiting to get a good seat for the performance? Hoping maybe Jesus would fix you or someone you loved?
Rev. Sally, the former assistant here, and I write t o each other often. Last month she told me about a devout Catholic lay person who was in California and had the power to heal people. And she wrote me about him, and what it felt like to be in his presence. And a few days ago she wrote to say that he, Dr. Issam Nemeh , was going to be in Belleville.(last week-Feb.1)
And I thought to myself, “I gotta go see this guy.”-bad knees, bad back, bad stomach, high blood pressure. I gotta go see this guy.
And as I was listening to this gospel I thought about this guy, Issam Nemeh this healer that Sally mentioned, and I thought about Jesus. And I thought about how desperate, how hopeful we feel when we believe power is near, when we think a miracle worker is within reach.
Would you rush out to see someone who could fix you, who could cure you-or someone you loved? Would you crowd the door and hope he would touch you, pray over you, see you? You bet you would.
And that’s what was happening to Jesus. People heard there was a man of power, a man of authority in their town and they were so excited, so hopeful. Jesus must have stayed up all night just touching and healing and exorcising all the desperate, hurting people.
And so when morning came, exhausted, overwhelmed, Jesus goes out to a lonely place, a quiet place. To pray. To be alone. Parents of newborns or small children-you know this feeling. You just want 5 minutes of peace to yourself. And while Jesus is in this quiet, lonely place, his new friends, these fishers of people, find him, and are angry with him.
"Everyone is searching for you."

And in that moment Jesus knew, HE KNEW. As long as he stayed in one place, as long as he remained in one town, as long as he stayed where they wanted him, he would never ever become anything other than a great healer, a miracle worker, an exorcist. But that is not who he was. Maybe you believe in faith healers, maybe you don’t-it doesn’t matter. When you are desperate, frantic, in pain, or worried to death over someone you love, you will go to ANYONE.
And Jesus knew that he would just be another in a long line of people who can heal. But that is not who he was.
He came for something else. And in the next to last verse of today’s gospel you hear this realization, this awareness, this recognition hit him. EVERYONE is searching for you! They tell him. But they weren’t really. They were mad and angry that Jesus wasn’t where they wanted him. In the house, curing people. Healing people. Doing what they NEEDED.-He wasn’t where he was supposed to be. He wasn’t doing what he was supposed to do. And he certainly wasn’t who he was supposed to be. And Jesus knew it. And so he turns to these frantic, these anxious new best friends and he says the words that they could not possibly understand: "Let us go on to the neighboring towns, so that I may proclaim the message there also; for that is what I came out to do."
What did he realize in that moment? What did he learn in his brief time in Capernaum? What was the revelation that came to him? That he was going to be a disappointment for a lot of people. That he was more than a healer. That he was more than an exorcist. That he was not just a guy who cured people-he was something else. People were going to get angry at him and frustrated and disillusioned and disenchanted with him. And as much as people wanted healing and being rid of their demons, Jesus came out to do more than that. He came out to encourage people to change, to repent, and to know that the Kingdom of God had come near them, to lead new lives, to become new people.. He came out to bring us back into closeness and intimacy with God. He came out to help us get over our fears. He came out to show us what real life is like.

Don’t worry if you don’t have “it.” Don’t fret if you don’t feel “it”. Don’t agonize if everyone seems to have faith and trust and belief-and you don’t. Here’s what we learn this morning-Jesus isn’t always where we want him. That’s pretty frustrating. Jesus doesn’t always do what we want him to do-that’s pretty disappointing. Jesus isn’t always who we want him to be-that’s pretty disillusioning. And a lot of times, when we look and look and look and he’s not there, we think to ourselves-maybe he was never there in the first place? Maybe I never knew him, saw him, felt him, experienced him at all? That’s why they were hunting so feverishly for Jesus. That’s why they were hunting. They wanted to put him in the house and heal people. Their house. Their healer. Their exorcist. And that’s not why he came out.
Go out to a lonely place. Wait there. Sit and be quiet. Say your prayers. Don’t expect anything. Be quiet. Don’t worry. Don’t be afraid. And don’t wonder if you’ll ever get it back, or why everyone has “it” but you. You’re not alone. You’ve probably just been hunting for Jesus in the wrong place. You’ve probably just been looking for what everyone else “seems” to have. Be patient. One night a long time ago, people went hunting for Jesus, afraid that they had lost him. And that’s when he came out. Not the Jesus that they wanted., where they wanted, doing what they wanted Not the man that they all craved. They were looking for him in the wrong place. It happens. It happened to them-it happens to us. Just wait and be patient. Stop looking so hard in the wrong place. Jesus will come to you because that is what he does. Faith will return. Don’t worry about it. That intimacy with God will come again. Don’t be afraid of losing “it” forever. Some days we just get so weighed down by all our preconceptions so overwhelmed by our needs that we can’t find him.. But “it” will return. Just wait. Be quiet. Go to a lonely place. And pray. Let Jesus be Jesus. “It” will happen.
1:29 As soon as they left the synagogue, they entered the house of Simon and Andrew, with James and John.
1:30 Now Simon's mother-in-law was in bed with a fever, and they told him about her at once.
1:31 He came and took her by the hand and lifted her up. Then the fever left her, and she began to serve them.
1:32 Tha t evening, at sundown, they brought to him all who were sick or possessed with demons.
1:33 And the whole city was gathered around the door.
1:34 And he cured many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and he would not permit the demons to speak, because they knew him.
1:35 In the morning, while it was still very dark, he got up and went out to a deserted place, and there he prayed.
1:36 And Simon and his companions hunted for him.
1:37 When they found him, they said to him, "Everyone is searching for you."
1:38 He answered, "Let us go on to the neighboring towns, so that I may proclaim the message there also; for that is what I came out to do."
1:39 And he went throughout Galilee, proclaiming the message in their synagogues and casting out demons.

14Now after John was arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the good news of God, 15and saying, “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God has come near; repent, and believe in the good news.”

1:36 And Simon and his companions hunted for him.
1:37 When they found him, they said to him, "Everyone is searching for you."
1:38 He answered, "Let us go on to the neighboring towns, so that I may proclaim the message there also; for that is what I came out to do."
21They went to Capernaum; and when the sabbath came, he entered the synagogue and taught. 22They were astounded at his teaching, for he taught them as one having authority, and not as the scribes. 23Just then there was in their synagogue a man with an unclean spirit, 24and he cried out, “What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God.” 25But Jesus rebuked him, saying, “Be silent, and come out of him!” 26And the unclean spirit, convulsing him and crying with a loud voice, came out of him. 27They were all amazed, and they kept on asking one another, “What is this? A new teaching—with authority! He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him.” 28At once his fame began to spread throughout the surrounding region of Galilee.
Mark 1:29-39
1:29 As soon as they left the synagogue, they entered the house of Simon and Andrew, with James and John.
1:30 Now Simon's mother-in-law was in bed with a fever, and they told him about her at once.
1:31 He came and took her by the hand and lifted her up. Then the fever left her, and she began to serve them.
1:32 That evening, at sundown, they brought to him all who were sick or possessed with demons.
1:33 And the whole city was gathered around the door.
1:34 And he cured many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and he would not permit the demons to speak, because they knew him.
1:35 In the morning, while it was still very dark, he got up and went out to a deserted place, and there he prayed.
1:36 And Simon and his companions hunted for him.
1:37 When they found him, they said to him, "Everyone is searching for you."
1:38 He answered, "Let us go on to the neighboring towns, so that I may proclaim the message there also; for that is what I came out to do."
1:39 And he went throughout Galilee, proclaiming the message in their synagogues and casting out demons.

Isaiah 40:21-31
40:21 Have you not known? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
40:22 It is he who sits above the circle of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; who stretches out the heavens like a curtain, and spreads them like a tent to live in;
40:23 who brings princes to naught, and makes the rulers of the ea rth as nothing.
40:24 Scarcely are they planted, scarcely sown, scarcely has their stem taken root in the earth, when he blows upon them, and they wither, and the tempest carries them off like stubble.
40:25 To whom then will you compare me, or who is my equal? says the Holy One.
40:26 Lift up your eyes on high and see: Who created these? He who brings out their host and numbers them, calling them all by name; because he is great in strength, mighty in power, not one is missing.
40:27 Why do you say, O Jacob, and speak, O Israel, "My way is hidden from the LORD, and my right is disregarded by my God"?
40:28 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable.
40:29 He gives power to the faint, and strengthens the powerless.
40:30 Even youths will faint and be weary, and the young will fall exhausted;
40:31 but those who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

1st Sunday After Epiphany

Sermon-Year B-1st Sunday after Epiphany-Jan.11, 2009

The Cloud of Unknowing,
"O God, our great companion, lead us ever more deeply into the mystery of your life and ours, that we may be faithful interpreters of that Life to each other, through our Lord Jesus Christ.” Amen.
Mark 1:4-11
4John the baptizer appeared in the wilderness, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. 5And people from the whole Judean countryside and all the people of Jerusalem were going out to him, and were baptized by him in the river Jordan, confessing their sins. 6Now John was clothed with camel’s hair, with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. 7He proclaimed, “The one who is more powerful than I is coming after me; I am not worthy to stoop down and untie the thong of his sandals. 8I have baptized you with water; but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.” 9In those days Jesus came from Nazareth of Galilee and was baptized by John in the Jordan. 10And just as he was coming up out of the water, he saw the heavens torn apart and the Spirit descending like a dove on him. 11And a voice came from heaven, “You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.”

Jesus comes up out of the water, and God says, “You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.”
This is how Jesus’ ministry begins-with God saying to him, “I love you, you are mine. I bless you.”
And from that moment on, Jesus never turns away from the life he was called. I sometimes wonder, what if God hadn’t spoken at Jesus baptism? Or what if God had said, “let’s see how this goes.” What if Jesus had never heard these words? From this moment on, Jesus begins to live a whole different, dangerous life-after this one sentence.
It’s as if God is saying, “you are free now to follow your heart, to live on the edge, to do whatever it takes. You are free to be the hope of the world.” This is one of the few stories that all four gospels have-words spoken from God at Jesus’ baptism.
I’ve told this story before, My favorite tv show for the last several years was “The West Wing”. In one episode an aide to the president goes to a woman who has just been defeated for reelection, her political career is over, and this aide says, “it was our fault you lost. You raised a tough issue for us, and we knew that you would get clobbered.” Anyway, she turns to this presidential aide and says, “In my religion it’s not about winning and losing. The person we follow seemed to the whole world to have failed. I don’t mind losing as long as I do the right thing.”
I don’t know whether we don’t believe that God blesses us, or we don’t care. But for Jesus, this moment, this voice, this blessing from heaven, starts him down a road that never detours. When God says these words to Jesus at his baptism, it’s as if the whole world is possible. And Jesus begins to act like it.
Baptism is that action where God releases us to go out into the world in his name, with his blessing, sent by his Spirit, embraced by his love. I don’t know about you, but I don’t walk around like I’ve been released into the world. It sounds good, but as a rule, I don’t see myself acting a lot differently because of this story. Do you?
But every once in a while I’ll meet someone, or I’ll hear a story that catches me at just the right moment, and I’ll think to myself, “I can do this, I can live this way, I can be this person.” I have a friend I have lunch with a few weeks. He worked in public service for years. He was in a very difficult job, and day after day people would come in and yell and scream at him. And he had an amazing reputation as someone who would take it. I have asked him numerous times, how he did it. And he always says the same thing, “I saw my job as trying to get them past the yelling-not solving their problem, but just to let them know they were being heard and that we could talk.” He had a ministry of getting people past their anger.
Martin Luther, a Roman Catholic monk, desperately wanted to change the church from within. But when it wouldn’t change, he led a large group of people away. Pro-testants they were called. But Martin Luther suffered from great depression all his life. And whenever he was most discouraged he would repeat over and over the words that gave him the most reassurance, and the most strength in his doubts-“I am baptized, I am baptized.”
For most people, hearing the story of Jesus’ baptism does not change their lives. We hear this story several times a year and our minds tend to wander. “Oh, Jesus being baptized-I know how this ends.” Jesus’ ministry begins with this story. One author said, that if all we had was this story, it would be enough. A man goes under the water in a river, a voice speaks from heaven, and life is never the same again.
One last story. During the reign of Emperor Licinius in 320 A.D. While Constantine was making Christianity mandatory in the west, in the east, Licinius decided to end this upstart Christian religion. The Emperor issued an edict, stating that those throughout the Empire who would not worship pagan gods would be tortured and put to death. A contingent of soldiers was sent to Sebaste to change the minds of the garrison of 40 Christian soldiers there. The soldiers were given a choice, worship Licinus or die.They saw this as an opportunity for their faith. It was a very severe winter in this part of Armenia, and when the 40 soldiers refused to give up their faith, they were stripped of their clothes and marched out onto the frozen river beside the town. The soldiers guarding these men started fires on the river bank and kept yelling at them to give up, and come to the heat by the river. Sometime during the night, one of the 40 gave in and left his friends and surrendered. But when the count was taken the next morning, 40 men had frozen to death on the river. During the night, one of the guards from the river bank had joined the men on the river to keep the number at 40. In the early days of Christianity the story was told over and over of the 40 martyrs of Sebaste.

Some days we need to hear the old familiar stories in new ways. Some days we need to look at our lives and realize that we are on a journey. Some days we need a different perspective on what we are going through, and what is happening to us.
“In my religion it’s not about winning and losing. The person we follow seemed to the whole world to have failed. I don’t mind losing as long as I do the right thing.”
We tell the baptismal story over and over not just because it was the start of Jesus’ ministry, but because it’s the start of ours. We hear the words of God, “You are my beloved, you have my blessing.” And on the days when we are unsure, or worried, or doubting, or fearful, we repeat these words: We are baptized. God has called us all to a ministry. God has released us to be a power in this world.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Making People Real

Sermon-Jan. 4, 2009 Making People Real
The Cloud of Unknowing,
"O God, our great companion, lead us ever more deeply into the mystery of your life and ours, that we may be faithful interpreters of that Life to each other, through our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen."
Let me tell you a few things, before I tell you a few things. We’re reading a different gospel than normal for today, because I wanted you to hear this old familiar story. Again.
First of all, How many wise men were there? We don’t know. They brought 3 gifts, so we always assumed that there were 3 of them.
What were their names? In the Eastern church a variety of different names are given for the three, but in the West the names have been settled since the 8th century as Caspar, Melchior and Balthasar. These derive from an early 6th century Greek manuscript in Alexandria.[2] The Latin text Collect anea et Flores[3] continues the tradition of three kings and their names and gives additional details. This text is said to be from the 8th century, of Irish origin.
In the Eastern churches, Ethiopian Christianity, for instance, has Hor, Karsudan, and Basanater, while the Armenians have Kagpha, Badadakharida and Badadilma.[4][5] One of these names is obviously Persian, although Caspar is also sometimes given as Gaspar or Jasper. One candidate for the origin of the name Caspar appears in the Acts of Thomas as Gondophares (AD 21 – c.AD 47), i.e., Gudapharasa (from which 'Caspar' might derive as corruption of 'Gaspar'). This Gondophares declared independence from the Arsacids to become the first Indo-Parthian king and who was allegedly visited by Thomas the Apostle. Christian legend may have chosen Gondofarr simply because he was an eastern king living in the right time period.
In contrast, the Syrian Christians name the Magi Larvandad, Gushnasaph, and Hormisdas. These names have a far greater likelihood of being originally Persian, though that does not, of course, guarantee their authenticity.
In other words, we don’t know.
Where did they come from? We guess Persia. Persia is where in relation to Israel? It’s EAST. Even though Matthew says that they saw a star in the east-and followed it..
If you were visiting a child and a new mother, what gifts would you bring? NOT gold, frankincense and myrrh. Soap, diapers, and maybe some candles. Next time you go to a baby shower take gold, frankincense, and myrrh-see how much they’re appreciated.
When did the wise men come? We always put them at the manger-try to find a nativity set without 3 kings. But the gospel for this morning says “ on entering the house…” (not the stable or the barn). So it could have been months or even up to 2 years later.
Another last thing, it calls them wise men-not kings. But we have always talked about them as kings and given them crowns. Magos in Persia are astrologers-not kings.
If you go to the Cathedral in Cologne, Germany you will find a shrine to the wise men. The shrine is a large gilded and decorated triple sarcophagus placed above and behind the high altar of Cologne Cathedral. The relics of the Magi were originally situated at Constantinople, but brought to Milan by Eustorgius I, the city's bishop, in 344. The relics of the Magi were taken from Milan by Holy Roman Emperor Fredrick Barbarossa and given to the Archbishop of Cologne, Rainald of Dassel in 1164.
Why do we have so many stories and legends about a group of people who are described so vaguely, that we know so little about in the gospel story? Hmmm.

Why do we do that? Why do we come up with these wonderful stories, with so many extra details, about such mysterious people? Why do we add so much to a very simple story? We know so little about the shepherds and there are so few legends about them, but the wise men. Ah, now that’s different.
I don’t know why, but I think it’s because we must make them real. Coming up with names, where they are from, how many, what happens to them-we do that. We add details and information and fine points. Because we want these characters to be genuine. We want this story to be true. Here are some people (we don’t even know if they were men) who were captured by a star, hypnotized by a light in the sky, into following for a great distance at a tremendous chance. I think we want this story to be true because we need their example. We need to see other people who are willing to go on a great journey to find the truth, people who are prepared to take great risks because they believe that the light is worth it. We need to see people who are pilgrims-people caught by a vision into searching the world over until they find the treasure. The magi, I think, are supposed to represent who we are-and who we can be-wise people, following a light, until we find that which is worth living-and maybe even that which is for.
We baptize a little boy, John, today. Our prayer for him is that he grows up big and strong, and healthy. And we pray that he grows up to follow Christ, and lives out his life in faith. To do that, to be a man of faith-he will need to see other Christians, other people who are followers. People willing to take risks. Willing to be faithful. Willing to be followers of the light. He will need to see real people, actual men and women, who are pilgrims on a journey. John will need to see witnesses, with names, and stories, who are on the journey to find and serve the Christ. We pray for John, and we vow today to be those people. We won’t be the kings from the east, John already has that story. Today we promise that we will be Christians from Trinity, who bring our gifts, and all that we are, and offer them in the service of the king. Today, we promise to be real and faithful and true-so that the children who grow up with our story, will believe that what we do, is worth their lives. Amen.
Matthew 2:1-12
Matthew 2:1-12
2In the time of King Herod, after Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea, wise men from the East came to Jerusalem, 2asking, “Where is the child who has been born king of the Jews? For we observed his star at its rising, and have come to pay him homage.” 3When King Herod heard this, he was frightened, and all Jerusalem with him; 4and calling together all the chief priests and scribes of the people, he inquired of=2 0them where the Messiah was to be born. 5They told him, “In Bethlehem of Judea; for so it has been written by the prophet: 6‘And you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah; for from you shall come a ruler who is to shepherd my people Israel.’” 7Then Herod secretly called for the wise men and learned from them the exact time when the star had appeared. 8Then he sent them to Bethlehem, saying, “Go and search diligently for the child; and when you have found him, bring me word so that I may also go and pay him homage.”
9When they had heard the king, they set out; and there, ahead of them, went the star that they had seen at its rising, until it st opped over the place where the child was. 10When they saw that the star had stopped, they were overwhelmed with joy. 11On entering the house, they saw the child with Mary his mother; and they knelt down and paid him homage. Then, opening their treasure chests, they offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh. 12And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod, they left for their own country by another road.
The Journey of the Magi
by T. S. Eliot
'A cold coming we had of it,
Just the worst time of the year
For the journey, and such a long journey:
The ways deep and the weather sharp,
The very dead of winter.'
And the camels galled, sore-footed, refractory,
Lying down in the melting snow.
There were times we regretted
The summer palaces on slopes, the terraces,
And the silken girls bringing sherbet.
Then the camel men cursing and grumbling
And running away,
and wanting their liquor and women,
And the night-fires going out, and the lack of shelters,
And the cities hostile and the towns unfriendly
And the villages dirty and charging high prices:
A hard time we had of it.
At the end we preferred to travel all night,
Sleeping in snatches,
With the voices singing in our ears, saying
That this was all folly.

Then at dawn we came down to a temperate valley,
Wet, below the snow line, smelling of vegetation;
With a running stream and a water-mill beating the darkness,
And three trees on the low sky,
And an old white horse galloped away in the meadow.
Then we came to a tavern with vine-leaves over the lintel,
Six hands at an open door dicing for pieces of silver,
And feet kicking the empty wine-skins,
But there was no information, and so we continued
And arrived at evening, not a moment too soon
Finding the place; it was (you may say) satisfactory

All this was a long time ago, I remember,
And I would do it again, but set down
This set down
This: were we led all that way for
Birth or Death? There was a Birth, certainly,
We had evidence and no doubt. I had seen birth and death,
But had thought they were different; this Birth was
Hard and bitter agony for us, like Death, our death,
We returned to our places, these Kingdoms,
But no longer at ease here, in the old dispensation,
With an alien people clutching their gods.
I should be glad of another death.

-- T. S. Eliot
In this season of Epiphany we enter the realm of light. In fact the Greek church, in the language of the people, has called this season, Ta Phota: “the lights.” In the Eastern church, this season of light is celebrated as fully as the season of Christmas. This liturgical season resides also in symbolism, something people in the east seem to understand much more easily than we in the West. The presence of water in Epiphany is as meaningful as that of light, perhaps reminding us that this was the preferred time for baptism in the early church. On Epiphany Day in every port city in Greece, the Orthodox bishop throws a cross into the waters of the sea and brave young men jump into the cold January Aegean to retrieve it. In offices and homes, round loaves of Epiphany bread are broken and shared. Light, bread, the cross, and water. The magi are hardly mentioned.
In the ancient world further East, in Persia and Babylonia, the magos (which is the singular of magi) was a wise man who specialized in the reading of the stars. Katerina K Whitley is an author and retreat reader.

Herod the Great reigned from 37-4 B.C. He was a non-Jew, an Idumean, who was appointed by the Roman Senate. He was ruthless: murdering his wife, three sons, mother-in-law, brother-in-law, uncle, and many others. No wonder he had no problem killing so many babies in Bethlehem. His reign was noted for splendor. He constructed many theaters, amphitheaters, monuments, pagan altars, and fortresses. His greatest work was the rebuilding of the Temple in Jerusalem, begun in 20 B.C. and totally completed in 64 A.D. It was destroyed by the Romans 6 years later (in 70 A.D.). He was choleric in personality. He was power hungry, self-absorbed, and ruthless. Dr. Dwight Gunter, Preache r's Magazine, 2007.
And, as you know, there's always a star over the manger. The Wise Men, as we have come to know them, are referred to in the Greek as Magi. The Magi were a priestly class among the Persians. And here in Matthew, the term designates astrologers, probably from Babylonia, perhaps, some suggest, from Egypt or Arabia. But like astrologers do, they have noticed an important sign in the heavens, and they have followed that star to the place where they worship one who, even in infancy, is called a king. And speaking of kings, there's nothing to indicate that the Magi were kings. Later Christian tradition, under the influence of Psalm 72 and Isaiah 49 and 60, comes to refer to them as kings, which is why the guys in my children's Nativity set are all wearing crowns. And I guess you noticed that Matthew never tells us how many there were. But since Matthew mentions three gifts, later Christian tradition came to identify three kings; and in the late sixth century Armenian Infancy Gospel, the Magi are even given names-Melkon or Melchior, Balthasar, and Gaspar. (Schweizer, p. 38 and Hill, pp. 81-82)
How many of your watched the Rose Bowl this year? Very few of you didn’t. Go Cougars. The Cougars of Washington State hadn’t gone to the Rose Bowl in 67 years, so many of us Washingtonians were glued to the tube on New Year’s Day to watch Washington State battle Michigan. As it turned out, it was a great football game, Michigan barely won, and there was tension to the very last two seconds of the game...all of which made it an entertaining game to watch.
The most valuable player of the game was the quarterback from Michigan. His name was Brian Griese, the son of the famous professional football quarterback from Miami who won several Super Bowls, and this same famous father was doing the TV=2 0commentating on the Rose Bowl and proudly watching his son perform so well that day. .... But this is the story that wasn’t told that day on TV but I read in a newspaper. When Brian, the son, was twelve years old, his mother was dying of cancer. His older siblings had already left home, and young Brian was fully present to absorb the pain of losing his mother. After his mother died, he and his famous dad were now home alone, his dad having to learn how to cook the breakfast eggs and take care of his son’s daily needs. The father and son bonded in a special way, sharing both their mother’s death and the subsequent years together. Ultimately, Brian went to Michigan University although his father had gone to Purdue. There at Michigan, Brian was a good player, but not a great player, but elected to come back for his fifth year to be the quarterback of this great Michigan team.
While at the University, in addition to his football life and the normal activities of being a young scholar\athlete, he spent his Thursday nights visiting the local hospital. Being a leader, he always took other athletes along. Gradually, the hospital staff began to expect young Brian Griese on Thursday nights; that was his regular pattern.
Well, there was this young woman who was involved in an automobile accident, suffered a spinal injury and was to be confined to her wheelchair for the rest of her life. She enjoyed Brian Griese calling on her because he cheered her up. He didn’t give her sympathy but deeply admired her courage. Time went by, and while in the hospital, she and Brian became friends during those regular Thursday night visits. Eventually, she asked Brian if he would escort her to her Senior Prom. He declined, not wanting to draw attention to himself, not wanting to cross inappropriate boundaries. He told his friends about the invitation, and they told him he made a mistake, that he should honor her request and take her to the Prom. So he did. He danced with her in her wheelchair throughout the night, picked her up with his strong arms and danced with her without the wheelchair. It was an electric night, filled with emotion for all who were there. And Brian Greece felt it was his humble honor to escort such a courageous woman as this, a young woman who had much more courage and inner strength than he did.
You see, Brian Griese is a devout young Christian, and he gives all of his giftedness to God: his athletic abilities, his good home life, his wonderful mothering, his fathering who coached him in special ways to be a quarterback, but Brian also gave his gift of compassion. .... Where did Brian learn this gift of such compassion for this young woman?
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Then, opening their treasure chests, they offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh.
These three treasures were symbolic. Gold was known to be a gift for a king. Frankincense was burned during the temple worship, symbolic of the prayers offered up to God, our king. Myrrh was used to embalm the bodies of dead people, and the gift of myrrh was a hint that Jesus the King was to die.

Pastor Edward F. Markquart, Grace Lutheran Church, Seattle, Washington.
After the visit the Magi leave the narrative by r eturning another way so as to avoid Herod, and do not reappear. Gregory the Great waxed lyrical on this theme, commenting that having come to know Jesus we are forbidden to return by the way we came. There are many traditional stories about what happened to the Magi after this, with one having them baptised by St. Thomas on his way to India. Another has their remains found by Saint Helena and brought to Constantinople, and eventually making their way to Germany and the Shrine of the Three Kings at Cologne Cathedral.

Three of the gifts are explicitly identified in Matthew — gold, frankincense and myrrh; It has been suggested by scholars that the "gifts" were in fact medicinal rather than precious material for tribute.[9][10][11])
This episode can be linked to Isaiah 60 and to Psalm 72 which report gifts being given by kings, and this has played a central role in the perception of the Magi as kings, rather than as astronomer-priests. In a hymn of the late 4th-century hispanic poet Prudentius, the three gifts have already gained their medieval interpretation as prophetic emblems of Jesus' identity, familiar in the carol "We Three Kings" by John Henry Hopkin s, Jr., 1857.
Many different theories of the meaning and symbolism of the gifts have been advanced; while gold is fairly obviously explained, frankincense, and particularly myrrh, are much more obscure. They generally break down into two groups:
That they are all ordinary gifts for a king — myrrh being commonly used as an anointing oil, frankincense as a perfume, and gold as a valuable.
That they are prophetic — gold as a symbol of kingship on earth, frankincense (an incense) as a symbol of priestship, and myrrh (an embalming oil) as a symbol of death. Sometimes this is described more generally as gold symbolizing virtue, frankincense symbolizing prayer, and myrrh symbolizing suffering.
John Chrysostom suggested that the gifts were fit to be given not just to a king but to God, and contrasted them with the Jews' traditional offerings of sheep and calves, and accordingly Chrysostom asserts that the Magi worshiped Jesus as God. This is believed to be unlikely by some, if the theory that they were members of a Zoroastrian priesthood is correct. However this possibility remains, since zoroastianism prophesied of a messiah type figure Saoshyant who would be born of a virgin — although Saoshyant's virgin birth was not entirely developed until the 9-12th century in the Denkard compendium of beliefs, and prior to that is only hinted at in the older source text, Zam Yasht 19.92[12]. C. S. Mann has advanced the theory that the items were not actually brought as gifts, but were rather the tools of the Magi, who typically would be astrologer-priests. Mann thus sees the giving of these items to Jesus as showing that the Magi were abandoning their practices by relinquishing the necessary tools of their trade, though Brown disagrees with this theory since the portrayal of the Magi had been wholly positive up to this point, with no hint of condemnation.
The gifts themselves have also been criticized as mostly useless to a poor carpenter and his family, and this is often the target of comic satire in television and other comedy. Clarke states that the deist Thomas Woolston once quipped that if they had brought sugar, soap, and candles they would have acted like wise men.[13]

Wikipedia
The story was how Archimedes,after racking his brains to find out how tomeasure the volume of irregularly shaped objectstook a dip into his tub. When he noticed thewater overflow, he had a flash of insight. He canmeasure the object by submerging it in water, andmeasuring the volume of water it displaces. Hestarted running through the streets naked,shouting "Eureka!" "I foundit!"I find this a relevant illustration, not only forthe moment of discovery but also the response ofjoy. This is what marks an epiphany, according toour gospel text: We are "overwhelmed withjoy."
I can't find it now that I am looking for it, butI'm sure I read in another post (another year) about someone who was going to focus on the lastverse and the phrase: "they left for theircountry by another road." For you see, onceyou have "seen" or come to know Christ,you can never go back the same way! For me, thatis quite an epiphany!
The wise men came from afar to honor the newborn king and to pay their respects. Going home changed they could not go the same way (Herod you know) but they were changed by what they saw (we must be trasnformed as well). Once during the liturgy I asked people to return to their place in the pew after communion by a different route. It was great to see and know they were making their way around through different aisles.
In the book "Were They Wise Men or Kings? The Book of Christmas Questions" by Joseph J. Walsh (wonderful little book by the way, put out by Westminster John Knox Press, well researched but likely not scholarly by normal seminary type terms) -- the author answers the question with "neither, actually."
He talks about the origin of the word "magi", Matt refers to magi, Luke to only shepherds of course. Wa lsh posits that the magi were promoted to kings from a Psalm 72:10-11 reference. The early Christians (who liked to tie in OT references to JC) tied it with that passage naming kings of 3 specific places, Matt mentions 3 gifts .. "Bingo!" (as he says). The magi become the fulfillment of the prophecy, they become kings and therefore, from as early as around 200 CE we have the magi being kings (and 3 of them). He adds that all of this was such an attractive idea to European royals who were patrons of the artists who did such a great job of portraying them as being there along with the humble shepherds. Ergo, much of our artwork shows beautifully robed kings paying homage.
3 Wise Women. Do you know what would have happened if it had been three wise women instead of three wise men? They would have asked for directions, arrived on time, helped deliver the baby, cleaned the stable, made a casserole, brought practical gifts, and there would be Peace On Earth.
the way I heard it was that it took the Wise Men so long to get going because their wives had to go shopping for new robes and matching hats for them, and lost one of the gifts in the bottom of a purse.
A light shines in the darkness and the darkness has not underst ood it. John 1:5


Recently I had the privilege and the honor to go to Louisiana to work as a mental health professional with people impacted by hurricane’s Katrina and Rita.

My husband sent me a note that I read on the bus ride down to Louisiana it read in part “when you respond to God’s call, God goes before you and lights your way.”

What I’d like to do tonight is share stories of light shining in a very dark time. Places where grace touched me, surprised me, humbled me and lit the way.

Let’s start with the story of t he 20 year old young man who was caring for his 99 year old great aunt in a special needs shelter after their entire community was destroyed. He explained to me “she took care of me when I was a baby. I need to take care of her now.”
Grace springs forth, a light shines in the darkness.

Than there is the story of the severely disabled woman deep in the world of dementia making repetitive cawing noises that reverberated throughout the cavernous special needs shelter. The closest special need resident to her instead of complaining about the constant noise instructed the medical staff saying “You need to listen to her it’s important, she’s telling her life story.
Grace springs forth, a light shines in the darkness

Now I want to tell you about Miss Jean. She was staying in a shelter, riddled by the pain of shingles, her home was destroyed, she was separated from all her friends and family she did not know the whereabouts of her only child. She shared with me that she had a history of depression and she started to cry. I gently inquired if she had any thoughts that life was not worth living and she looked at me surprised and said “oh no angel life is too precious.”
Grace springs forth, a light shines in the darkness.

Or how about this conversation I had with a 23 year old man whose family had lost their trailer home to Katrina and whose neighborhood was for all intents and purposes destroyed. When he found out I had come from Minnesota he said “Maybe the good that will come from Katrina is we will see we are not this color state or that color state but we are people who care about each other.”
Grace springs forth, a light shines in the darkness.

There was one middle aged woman I met with who had worked as a caregiver for an elderly woman. During Hurricane Katrina she lost both her home and the woman she worked for. Her parents had both died in the recent past and she was feeling very alone and discouraged. After we had talked for quite awhile she said “I want to show you something.” She carefully opened up the portfolio envelope where she carried all her important life papers. First she showed me pictures of her parents and than she carefully brought out a yellowed document. It was her mother’s first communion certificate. She said “when I finally get my own place again I think I’ll put this in a frame.”
Grace springs forth, a light shines in the darkness.

Another woman found some relief in the simple act of being invited into a quiet space to talk. She lay her head down on the table and gently wept. She said “thank you, thank you” explaining that she had been with other people constantly for weeks and was currently living in a home with 5 other adults and 8 children. Simple as that, a quiet place an invitation to tell her story.
Grace springs forth a light shines in the darkness.

I met with one woman who expressed a strong Christian faith. She had lost her home and had evacuated not only from Katrina but also from Rita. She was having all kinds of physical symptoms and was riddled with anxiety. She explained to me that she needed to be strong for her children and whenever she felt the tears coming she “shut them off like a faucet”. I reminded her of the psalmists open expression of a wide range of emotion and encouraged her to give expression to her emotion. She looked at me nodded and said simply “and Jesus wept” and she let her tears flow.
Grace springs forth a light shines in the darkness,

When I went to Louisiana I prayed that my heart could be open to any and all the stories I heard. They were stories of unimaginable suffering and loss. They were also often stories of courage, resilience and Grace. I invite you to open your heart to the stories to let yourself consider the light that shines in the darkness wherever you encounter it and however it may surprise you. Blessings.
www.calvin.edu/worship/stories/images/healing/grace_springs_talk_on_louisiana.doc -
Dong Yun Yoon [English name is Don Yoon], 37, was at work at his cafe when he discovered the horrible news of a F/A-18 jet crashing into a residential home - his home. His wife, two young babies, and his mother-in-law who had recently arrived from Korea to help take care of the babies [a Korean custom] all were killed in this tragedy. But in the midst of such deep anguish and pain, Dong Yun Yoon asked people to pray for the surviving pilot of the crashed jet and shared:
“I know he’s one of our treasures, for the country, and I … don’t blame him. I don’t have any hard feelings. I know he did everything he could.”
I listen to the Dong Yun Yoon’s video interview on CNNand couldn’t stop crying. Regardless who’s involved, it’s an utterly painful tragedy but looking at him is like looking at a familiar face. As a Korean immigrant myself, his story his familiar. His voice and broken English is familiar. His comments and words are familiar. The people standing around him all are familiar. In many ways, I feel like he’s my younger brother or cousin. He was doing what many Korean immigrants do - work their tails off to provide for their family. He was working at his coffee shop nearby. Yoon immigrated to the United States in 1989 with his brother and sister while his parents remained in Korea [something all too familiar with many Korean immigrants] all in hopes and pursuit of the great American dream. Dong Yun later became a U.S. citizen.
He married his wife, Young Mi Yoon [a nurse], four years ago and had two children: Grace [15 months] and Rachel [2 months]. They had just moved into this house one month ago.

Monday, December 29, 2008

First Sunday After Christmas

Sermon-Year B-1st Sunday after Christmas-12-28-08
The Cloud of Unknowing,
"O God, our great companion, lead us ever more deeply into the mystery of your life and ours, that we may be faithful interpreters of that Life to each other, through our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen."
Years ago I was watching a sci-fi show on tv. It was about a planet full of people. I can’t remember much about the show except that the planet exploded creating this incredible pulse of light. A thousand light years away some wise men saw the light and thought it was a star and followed it to Bethlehem. The whole purpose of that planet was to detonate and create light so others could follow it.
The story in today’s gospel is about Simeon and Anna. They were both quite elderly and had been waiting, waiting at the temple, it appears for many years, waiting for the moment when a savior would appear. And when Mary brought Jesus to the temple to go through the purification rituals, Simeon and Anna were there. And they praised God and sang songs, and made prophecies. Simeon’s words are not all praise. They are both good and terrible. At first Simeon says that this child, this infant will be a revelation and a glory for Israel. But then he goes on to say that Jesus will lift people up, and also tear many down; he will tell the inner thoughts of many, and Mary will suffer greatly because of her son-and a sword will pierce your own soul, also.
This is a terrible prophecy, and Mary and Joseph must have been confused by all these predictions.
But I want to stay with Simeon and Anna. Two elderly people who had been waiting, waiting for this moment all their lives. For them, this was the moment they were made for. This was their purpose. This was their reason for life. To see the savior, to praise him, and to share these prophecies.
How would you like it if your whole life was meant for this one brief shining moment? This one opportunity? We want our lives to be more than that, we want our lives to be full of purpose and meaning throughout-not just for five minutes.
Years ago I took an ethics class and the professor posed the oldest conundrum in the book. You’re in a life raft with a bunch of other people, there’s only enough food for a few people, some will have to die for the few to live. So everyone comes up with a variety of solutions so that the most people can live. But it always entails several dying. At the end of the discussion, the professor asked, “what if no choice was made about who had to die?” The class erupted-but if some didn’t die, then all would die. “Yes,” the professor said, “but is that the worst thing that could happen? What if the few days that everyone had alive were the best days of their lives? What if their time together was what they were put on earth for?” In all the times I’ve played this game, never once have I ever heard anyone make th is suggestion-that all live-and all die.
I don’t know about you, but from time to time, I wonder about my purpose. Why was I put here? What did God hope or want from me? What is my mission? Do you wonder that, too?
Ever since I heard that professor explain a different possible ending for that story, I have often wondered about that. Sometimes when I am in a tough spot I will think to myself, “maybe my whole life was meant for just this one moment, maybe my whole purpose is to bring the good news into this one bad awful position.”
I never know the answer. I think we live and die, never knowing why we are here or what exactly our purpose20is. But I do know this, when I am in a very awkward situation, it really helps me when I think, maybe this is why I was made, maybe this is why I’m here-for just this moment.
Like I say, I’ll never know. But there have been several times when I changed how I was going to act, and became a better person, because I asked that question.
When I listen to Simeon and Anna, I think, would they feel alright knowing that this is their purpose, this is their whole reason for living-this very moment at the temple, this praise, this prophecy. Would they feel ok about that?
I don’t know. But I do know this, when I am in a bad spot, thinking that my purpose, my reason for being alive may just be to make that situati on better, to redeem that moment-that helps me and gets me through.
When I listen to Simeon and Anna, I think, maybe that’s what kept them waiting all those years-knowing that that one brief moment would be enough. When I hear of someone who dies too young, too tragically, too suddenly, I think to myself, it’s not how long we live that matters. It’s the effect that we have in whatever time we have.
For Simeon and Anna-it was a long life-building to this moment. For us, it may be something different. Why do you think you were made? What are you here for?
2:29 "Master, now you are dismissing your servant in peace, according to your word;
2:30 for my eyes have seen your salvation,
2:31 which you have prepared in the presence of all peoples,
2:32 a light for revelation to the Gentiles and for glory to your people Israel."
2:33 And the child's father and mother were amazed at what was being said about him.
2:34 Then Simeon blessed them and said to his mother Mary, "This child is destined for the falling and the rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be opposed
2:35 so that the inner thoughts of many will be revealed--and a sword will pierce your own soul too."


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Holding Promises (Luke 2:22-40)
by John Stendahl
John Stendahl is pastor of the Lutheran Church of the Newtons in Newton Centre, Massachusetts. This article appeared in The Christian Century, December 4-17, 2002, p. 17. Copyright by The Christian Century Foundation; used by permission. Current articles and subscription information can be found at www.christiancentury.org. This material was prepared for Religion Online by Ted and Winnie Brock.
Picture the old man with the baby in his arms He stands chuckling with giddy joy, or perhaps he gazes with streaming tears on his cheeks, or is lost in transfixed wonder; in whatever way, he is so very happy. Then he says that this is enough now, he is ready to die. He has seen salvation and he can depart in peace.
But what has he seen, really? It’s just a little child in his arms, a powerless, speechless newcomer to=2 0the world. Whatever salvation this baby might work is still only a promise and a hope; whatever teaching he might offer will remain hidden for many years. Nothing has happened yet. Herod still sits on his throne and Caesar governs from afar. The world looks as it did before.
But Simeon stands there in grateful wonder. It is the future he holds in his hands. He has seen and touched it. He is satisfied. It is, as he said, enough. And then Anna, also old and approaching the end of her days, adds her own joy and praise to the moment. She’ll be telling everybody about this baby whom she saw for just a few minutes.
By the time a mature Jesus comes onto the stage of history, Simeon and Anna will be long dead. So will most of those shepherds who came to see the child in the manger, and possibly Joseph, who watched over him, and some or all of the magi who feature in the other nativity story. Thirty years or more will pass before the gospel story recommences in the ministry of Jesus. In the meantime they who saw the baby, knelt at the stable or laid their tributes before him would not know what became of him. They would know only what they had heard and seen back then.
Though some might take this aspect o f the stories as no more than an accidental effect of nativity prologues for the Gospels, it seems to me to offer us both connection and encouragement. We too are people who have seen something but not its full unfolding. Paradoxically, Simeon and Anna do not so much belong to the gospel’s prehistory as they are paradigmatic for our own experience of that gospel.
What we have, in a sense, is hardly more than they had. We have the scriptures that school us in hope and attentiveness. We have stories and covenants and signs. We have moments, or the memory of moments, when the tender compassion of our God has come close enough to see and feel. We have something like the shepherds would have had, recalling all their lives a night of mysterious glory, or like what the magi brought back to their homelands, a vision of a different kind of king and kingdom. Their eyes had seen the glory of Israel, the light for the nations.
We have that as well, though for us the world has resumed its accustomed form and, in the light of day, seems largely unsaved and unchanged.
We have also the children now briefly entrusted to our arms for blessing and who will, we ho pe, live on after us. We pray that their lives will be grand with wisdom and courage and that they will make the world better. As we get older, life becomes increasingly about them and less and less about us. When I hold a child in my arms, as Simeon cradled Jesus in his, my life seems literally recentered: not in myself but just in front of me there. It is around this present future, this vulnerable and miraculous little one, that my universe bends.
You may argue that we have much more than Simeon and the other prologue-dwellers did because we have the rest of the gospel story. We know what happened to the baby and understand more fully the pattern of his life. We know his teaching and the pattern of his passion and vindication. But note that Luke describes Simeon as fairly clued in on that score as well, telling Mary of the conflict and the sorrow that lay ahead. We have no significant advantage even there.
What we have is in these ways hardly more than what Simeon had. But what that is, is wonderful indeed. The canticle he prays has become for much of the church a song to follow the communion meal. We have now seen and tasted the promised future. We have held the Christ child. Taking bread and wine to our lips, we have kissed him and with words and songs we have caressed his presence. We may not get all the way to his future ourselves, not in this life -- but we’ve seen it, and that’s enough, we say. We can go in peace now.
But is it really enough? Are we not both ethically and spiritually called to dissatisfaction with such partiality? Should there not be more, and should not the blessing be made something present rather than just a memory of the past or a hope of heaven? Having tasted the kingdom’s presence, we hunger and thirst the more for it. Having seen it, we strive to bring it home. Frustrated and yearning, we call for God no longer to tarry, to fulfill the promise, to give us today the bread of tomorrow.
That’s all true, but with that struggle and longing we may be the more grateful for the spirit of Simeon and for those times we find ourselves with him. His song has become a sort of Christian Dayyenu, that great Passover song which proclaims each little part of the salvation as sufficient and great enough. We may want more than this manna, but still our hearts lift in thanksgiving.
We have seen. It’s enough for now.


Luke 2:22-40
2:22 When the time came for their purification according to the law of Moses, they brought him up to Jerusalem to present him to the Lord
2:23 (as it is written in the law of the Lord, "Every firstborn male shall be designated as holy to the Lord"),
2:24 and they offered a sacrifice according to what is stated in the law of the Lord, "a pair of turtledoves or two young pigeons."
2:25 Now there was a man in Jerusalem whose name was Simeon; this man was righteous and devout, looking forward to the consolation of Israel, and the Holy Spirit rested on him.
2:26 It had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death before he had seen the Lord's Messiah.
2:27 Guided by the Spirit, Simeon came into the temple; and when the parents brought in the child Jesus, to do for him what was customary under the law,
2:28 Simeon took him in his arms and praised God, saying,
2:29 "Master, now you are dismissing your servant in peace, according to your word;
2:30 for my eyes have seen your salvation,
2:31 which you have prepared in the presence of all peoples,
2:32 a light for revelation to the Gentiles and for glory to your people Israel."
2:33 And the child' s father and mother were amazed at what was being said about him.
2:34 Then Simeon blessed them and said to his mother Mary, "This child is destined for the falling and the rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be opposed
2:35 so that the inner thoughts of many will be revealed--and a sword will pierce your own soul too."
2:36 There was also a prophet, Anna the daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher. She was of a great age, having lived with her husband seven years after her marriage,
2:37 then as a widow to the age of eighty-four. She never left the temple but worshiped there with fasting and prayer night and day.
2:38 At that moment she came, and began to praise God and to speak about the child to all who were looking for the redemption of Jerusalem.
2:39 When they had finished everything required by the law of the Lord, they returned to Galilee, to their own town of Nazareth.
2:40 The child grew and became strong, filled with wisdom; and the favor of God was upon him.

Christmas Eve

Sermon-Year B-Christmas Eve-12-24-08
The Cloud of Unknowing,
"O God, our great companion, lead us ever more deeply into the mystery of your life and ours, that we may be faithful interpreters of that Life to each other, through our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen."

Kathleen Norris, the famous author, tells a story about a friend of hers. This friend is doing her doctoral thesis on Paul’s first letter to the Corinthians. She has been working on this thesis for 10 years and is turning it into a book. This friend has been to Corinth in Greece, owns copies of Corinthians in several languages including Greek, German, and several English translations. In other words, this woman knows the letter to the Corinthians-backwards and forwards. But one day she stopped in a church and listened as they read a passage from the letter-and she began gasping for breath. She had never heard the passage in just that way before-and she was amazed. Because it sounded new to her friend.
How many times have you heard the Christmas story? How many Christmas cards have you read or sent with Christmas pictures on them? At the staff Christmas party we went around the room asking people what was their favorite Christmas movie-there were 12 people present and they named 15 or 16 different movies. How many times in how many ways, over how many years have you heard the Christmas story? When is the last time that you heard it, or saw it, or felt it, and you came away gasping for breath? Amazed at what you saw or heard or felt? How can we hear something over and over and it still has power in our lives?

2The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who lived in a land of deep darkness— on them light has shined.
When you see someone every day, do something every day, feel the same things-every day, we stop appreciating them, we no longer realize what we see, or do, or feel as special. It begins to feel ordinary and common. And then one day, we suddenly wake up and it’s as if we have been asleep for a long time.
It’s as if we see a great light.
These are hard times. It is hard to see light when there is so much gloom, when fear and disappointment seem everywhere. It is hard not to feel discouraged.
In 1861 the poet Henry Wadsworth Longfellow’s wife, Fanny, was killed in a terrible fire. He was seriously injured trying to put the fire out (why he is always seen with a beard) She was the love of his life and they had been married 18 years. He was in deep mourning. 2 years later he received word that his oldest son, Charles, was gravely wounded in the Civil War, and was not expected to live. And the next year at Christmas he wrote this poem: I heard the bells on Christmas DayTheir old, familiar carols play, And wild and sweet The words repeatOf peace on earth, good-will to men!"
But to Longfellow, a man in terrible sorrow, the words were a mockery and travesty. The 6th verse goes like this,
And in despair I bowed my head;"There is no peace on earth," I said:"For hate is strong,And mocks the songOf peace on earth, good-will to men!"
But the bells kept tolling, and Longfellow had to listen to them as deep as his grief was. And finally he wrote this last verse.
Then pealed the bells more loud and deep:"God is not dead; nor doth he sleep!The Wrong shall fail,The Right prevail,With peace on earth, good-will to men!"
How hard it is to let the darkness in our lives go. When we’ve been hurt or scarred deeply, when we’ve been down a long time, it is so easy to ignore the bells. How hard it had to be for Mary-so far from home, so alone, so poor and separated from everything that was light and hope-to hold on to the words of the angels: I am bringing you good news of great joy for all the people.
What do you think Mary, after walking 75 miles, laying in a bar n, having a baby with no epidural, attended only by her husband, was actually thinking- “This is a great joy”?

I like the phrase, “…and Mary pondered these things in her heart…” I’ll bet she did. I’ll bet she had quite a few thoughts for God that weren’t written down.
If we learn anything about Christmas it’s that birth always comes when life is darkest.
Kyle and I were climbing the holy mountain, Croagh Patrick, in northwest Ireland in early August. It was cold and damp, and ver y foggy. And it was a hard steep climb over miles of scree (loose rock). Everyone we talked to kept saying the same thing, “oh, you have about another half hour-and the hard part is just ahead.” And all of a sudden, in the fog, there was the outline of a building up ahead. It was the chapel built on the summit, the place where everyone was supposed to stop and pray after a long tough walk. We stayed there about half an hour, and then the fog cleared, and we could see all the way to the bay a few miles below. And then we knew it was time to start down.
Christmas is about God breaking into our lives when we are least likely to see him, in forms we least expect him, often at times when we least want him. Christmas is about a very bright light shining in our darkness.
About 20 years ago, two Americans were invited by the Russian Department of Education to teach morals and ethics from the Bible in the public schools. They also taught at a large orphanage. In that orphanage there were about 100 boys and girls who had been abandoned or abused.
It was nearing Christmas, and they told the children the story of Joseph and Mary and Jesus and the Angels and Shepherds and the Magi – for the first time. The children and orphanage staff sat in amazement as they listened. After they finished the story, the children were given simple materials so that each child could make his or her own nativity scene (sort of like worship centers). They used three small pieces of cardboard to make a manger. They tore yellow napkins to make straw. Small squares of flannel were used for the baby's blanket. A doll-like baby was cut from tan felt . As the orphans were busy making their nativity scenes, one of the teachers walked among them to see if they needed any help.
All went well until he came to one table where little Misha sat. Misha was about 6 years old and had finished his project. As the teacher looked at the little boy's manger, he was startled to see not one, but two babies in the manger. Quickly, he called for the translator to ask Misha why there were two babies in the manger. Misha crossed his arms in front of him and began to repeat the Christmas story. The teacher was amazed. For such a young boy, who had only heard the Christma s story once, Misha told the story with great care and detail until he came to the part where Mary put the baby Jesus in the manger. Then Misha started to ad-lib. He made up his own ending to the story.
Misha said, "And when Mary laid the baby in the manger, Jesus looked at me and asked me if I had a place to stay. I told him I have no mamma and I have no papa, so I don't have any place to stay. Then Jesus told me I could stay with him. But I told him I couldn't, because I didn't have a gift to give him like everybody else did. But I wanted to stay with Jesus so much, so I thought about what I had that maybe I could use for a gift. I thought maybe if I kept him warm, that would be a good gift. So I asked Jesus, "If I keep you warm, will that be a good enough gift?" And Jesus told me, "If you keep me warm, that will be the best gift anybody ever gave me." "So I got into the manger, and then Jesus looked at me and he told me I could stay with him---for always."
Sometimes it’s hard to hear the old familiar tune in a new way. After a million cards and a zillion carols and a thousand movies, and even a hundred sermons, it’s hard to be amazed20and gasping at a story we all know so well. But even if we hear nothing new tonight, nothing fresh, hear this, there is a bright light that shines in our darkness. Especially in the hardest times, especially when we are least ready, especially when we don’t want to let the darkness go, there is a bright light that gives us hope and sets us on our way. There is a light that comes through the fog, a bell that keeps ringing, a story that won’t let us go- and shows us the way.
Let’s see if this is the night you hear the story in such a new way that you’re amazed and gasping. Let’s see if this is the night you see the light shining in your darkness.